You are Where you Need to Be

You are Where you Need to Be
You are Where You Need to Be - Channeling by Mary Ann
There is a part of your being some call soul/spirit that shines like the luminous light of a thousand stars and it beams out all the time from wherever you are right now. Some of you see it, some of you wish you could see it and some don't - but the light is there, always. But more importantly it is where you are right now. Right now - right there - in your reality that you may be trying to change, shift, manipulate or escape from. Your light is there in your reality because it is supposed to be there. Not as a predestiny but as an opportunity. Why do you want to change? Why do you want to believe you should have or be anything other than what you are?

Please don't misunderstand - creativity is wonderful - you are to live inspired lives and grow to your highest potential and merge with your higher selves. Why worry about manifesting something other than who and what you are? The daffodil does not want to be anything more than a daffodil, the rose appreciates its thorns and the rhinocerous would have a humorous time being a butterfly. This does not mean that you should settle into complacency or lethargy but instead become inspired by who you are at this moment, at this time, in the light that is you. Some of you may spend a lot of time trying to manifest another reality - begin with embracing your world right now - appreciate the light as well as the darkness - the lessons that come to you from both then you will understand your next step. When you love the light that you are and recognize your purpose is already being met then the next step is not a set of rules of how and why to manifest or change but a single step - a foot forward and then another foot forward. You chose where you are for a reason and those who are suffering you chose to find a way out of your pain and you will, absolutely.

We cannot move forward without our higher guides lighting the path and we cannot move forward if we don't see the path that we are on but are always wanting another. You don't need another identity - you are, I am, we are - and it is wonderfully beautiful. We are who are because we need to be who are to be the light who are and when we realize who we are and the force of the light within us we don't need to align, attract or manifest - we are, I am - you are- we all are the light.When you turn on a light or a lamp does it tell you where it wants to shine - no it simply shines and everyone can then see.Real life example, Mary Ann who seeks to heal and that is her path, began to question if she was successful enough, healing enough etc. and so she worked hard on aligning herself with those who might give her more opportunity to follow her dream but then when she did she found what she found was not what she felt in her heart to be true for her and then she came full circle to appreciate all that she had been doing before she began her little quest. It is all good because there is no blame there is only following your truth. Sure sometimes we want to manifest because we are not satisfied but as Mary Ann knows who has done readings for the wealthy and the woeful there are many not satisfied, the rich may not be happy and the poor may have found peace, comparing is a futile game. So start where you are - worry less about manifesting or creating a different reality and take the reality that is yours right now and create the light from that - show it the appreciation it deserves - embrace the dark lessons as teachers that you may not like right now but will speak kindly of in the future. Mary Ann remembers a math teacher that she hated yet years later his words rang into her ears like a symphony she finally understood.At some point you must have intended your present reality before you arrived and now you want to create another reality? really? Sometimes the need to manifest begins too much outside the self - well this must be better than where I am now - but maybe where you are now is a beautiful point and you can effect your surroundings in more ways than you realize. Mary Ann realized this tonight at a gathering of women that she has been doing channeling at for many years - sometimes we take for granted where our light shines the most.

But when those moments occur and we realize that the light was right under our noses we take a deep breath and relish the very moment we discovered that and may even avow not to miss this present reality we once were trying to change or run away from.Imagine you are standing in a doll house and every day some little annoying child comes and changes the furniture around - it is never quite right - and you want to shout out it is not the furniture that matters it is the doll inside. When you become a force of light your reality will change but then it won't matter so much what furniture is moved around for you will exist in the light regardless of your outside experiences. So worry less about manifesting and more about embracing the light that is you where you are. Notice, observe and recognize the power of you, who you are (both light and darkness) not out of egotism but out of gratitude, then your reality will change but it won't necessarily be this intentional continual effort but a flow, a step forward, then another step and oh maybe I can look back and appreciate the last two steps, ok now I am ready for another step forward ..... where is my spiritual guide oh there it is thank you for that inspiration, ok next step forward and so on .......

Channeling on Ascension

Spirit Guide:   Mary, I know her as  a goddess of the moon, of light energy, she is the high priestess that helps us see to through the darkness. She has stood beside me in reiki healings and I have written a guided meditation to her.  I only can guess her name is Mary because that is who I was told I was named after, her, and her mother from the Christian version, but as I grew so did I grow in my knowledge of her.  I just prefer to call her Mary of the Moon.

 

Message:

 

We are all journeying and in our journey we find the light but we also find the darkness.  Do not be afraid of the darkness or the journey itself because both are the captivating seeking of our souls.  We seek the light to be the light and that is admirable but when we find the dark we recoil in disgust yet it is important to understand that in defining the duality we cease to be dual, not the opposite.  There is an acceptance of all realms of light and dark understanding that all are evolving – there is no static, there is only change.  That change is progressing so fast and yet it is comical in some ways how it is arriving into people’s consciousness, they want to know for certain – here is this level here are the rules, the symptoms the way of being.  Sigh – if it were so structured  that well most of you would be quite bored.  Mary Ann gets bored a lot –she wants to know why such and such isn’t manifesting as quickly or as perfectly as she has designed – because she is only partly in control – in fact there really is little control – there is creative energy and quite often that is messy –s o when it is messy for her well she wants to know why – there is no answer except when you make a cake there is a bowl to lick – when you build a building there is a trash to take out – whatever you do is not ever necessarily neat, clean or orderly but that is the fun of it too.

Wandering – the topic that Mary Ann has questioned so much lately is the combination of the law of attraction and compassion – and if they are opposites.  No, they are not.  We grow in our ability to magnetize our energy fields as we become aware but as that awareness grows so does our awareness of others and their plight, their evolvement.  Your energies mingle and we think you may get worried that you pick up negative energy – dears don’t be afraid of the dirt.  The dirt that you find will make your light stronger not weaker. What I mean by dirt is by digging deep within your own shadows or not being afraid to step into the shadow of another to be a light of hope and compassion. But yes when we connect we take on the energies of others so our light must be very strong in order to do so but this is the most important thing that can be said, you are not alone – you are not doing this on your own – the guiding force of the universe, the spirits that live in these realms that a few of you are now seeing, well they are there to help – we are all not alone.

Ascension – what a beautiful vision is ascension – there are ways to ascend yes but the most profound way is through your heart, through your capacity to love, through your ability to let go of that reasoning mind that tells you a million reasons why you can not extend love  or healing energy to another being, and then do so anyway.

When you bust through those blocks of whys and why nots, you not only ascend you stop pretending – you stop pretending that you are limited by your circumstances, and you regain faith in your own journey .  Your journey is blessed and your path is lit and even though sometimes there doesn’t feel like there is a hand to hold, or someone carrying your basket of hopes, there always is.

That is all for now.